Mental health break

I just finished some spillover work this morning and didn’t bother to help with the edits today. I NEED TO DISENGAGE.

So that’s what I did. By 2 pm after my girls have finished washing the dishes and cleaned the kitchen, we drove south to my hometown to catch the annual February Fair.

But we first checked my tiny house.

My bathroom pendant lights are finally working. I finally have electricity. Photo by CallMeCreation.com
The corner of the granite countertop for my lavatory needs trimming or else I won’t be able to close the bathroom door. Photo by CallMeCreation.com
Built-in shelves for the girls’ room. Their loft beds will be delivered next week. Photo by CallMeCreation.com
Wall fan and curtain rods installed. Photo by CallMeCreation.com
My walk-out closet. I have a bit of space above the closet for my luggage. Photo by CallMeCreation.com
Kitchen almost done, with the powerful Rinnai rangehood already installed. Photo by CallMeCreation.com
Dining area pendant lights look cute. Photo by CallMeCreation.com
Another angle. Photo by CallMeCreation.com
Double kitchen sink finally done. All I need is to be connected to the mains to have water.

Tomorrow I’ll take pics of the outside.

After our house tour, we walked to the fair grounds since it’s so near and it’s more of a hassle to bring the car.

Short cut to the park/fair grounds. We used to call this The Dirt Road but it’s no longer a dirt road since it’s already a fully concrete road now. I used this road a lot to run to my 7 am comm and humanities classes. And computer science class. Why did I even have 7 am classes? 🤦‍♀️ Photo by CallMeCreation.com
Walk, walk, walk… Photo by CallMeCreation.com
Early evening at the park. Photo by CallMeCreation.com
Inside the fair grounds. Of course, anime. Photo by CallMeCreation.com
Cosplayers, to the delight of my girls. Photo by CallMeCreation.com
At the concert grounds. Photo by CallMeCreation.com
Live music. Photo by CallMeCreation.com
My girls are enjoying their first open air concert. Photo by CallMeCreation.com

Tomorrow I have to wake up early to queue at my gynecologist’s clinic: Mammogram, pap smear, order for executive check up and referral to a gastroenterologist. AND I might as well go all the way, have my osteoma checked by another specialist and schedule for removal.

No Umbrella

My image of No Umbrella by Cynthia Alexander. Art and Photo by CallMeCreation.com

I was listening to Cynthia Alexander’s live rendition of her No Umbrella on Youtube when I suddenly had the urge to make a quick watercolor wash of what I always imagined that song’s imagery in my head. It’s always UP Diliman, under the trees, along the academic oval. I first heard the song in 2002. For twenty years I always thought this song would happen to me in UP Diliman.

Talk about self-fulfilling prophecy.

It really didn’t happen exactly like this but it’s more of me walking alone under the rain when before I walked with somebody under some drizzle inside the campus.

No Umbrella

I remember
Walking in the rain
No umbrella
With your arms around me
How can I forget
That was the last time

I saw you
Waving down a taxi
Getting on without me
And you’re sorry
How can I forget
That was the last time

You’re sorry
You’re sorry
Sorry, sorry

I remember
Somewhere in the rain
The man without a face
It was you
You were quiet
I knew what you were thinking but
You couldn’t say it
Letting go of the feeling
Things ain’t what they are now
Rain is falling no umbrella
I remember you

You’re sorry
You’re sorry
Sorry, sorry

You’re sorry
You’re sorry
You’re sorry
You’re sorry
You’re sooooorry

You are sorrier
You are sorrier
You are sorrier
Made you sorrier
Sorry

I think a visit to Art Whale tomorrow is in order. I need a tube of white gouache and a mopping brush.

Hanging out

My girls and their friend. Photo by CallMeCreation.com

Today the girls had hung out with their two friends in UP. While I did my walking exercise, I let them roam around by themselves.

But before that we had a hearty meal as I grilled marinated porkchops. Because it was sunny.

Photo by CallMeCreation.com

After we cleaned up, we fetched classmate #1 from their apartment nearby then we met classmate #2 at the College of Engineering where her parents parked.

It was a lovely afternoon. Photo by CallMeCreation.com

When I was on my second loop, I met my ex-boss/ex-editor who was also exercising with his son. He caught me chatting on my phone while walking and he asked, what’s that, work? I said, yeah, one of my sources was asking me a lot of questions about xxx because xxx is yyyy. We chatted for a bit and he said we should meet with other ex-colleagues before Christmas.

Photo by CallMeCreation.com
Photo by CallMeCreation.com
I had my anthropology class here. That course was a waste of time. Photo by CallMeCreation.com
It was a good exercise.
I hope I had burned the calories from the porkchop 😏

We ate at Snack Shack after and drove friend #1 back home. My girls were happy, that’s all that matters.

Meanwhile, Kimchi finally used the cat tower.

Photo by CallMeCreation.com

I was about to give up on it and was thinking of disassembling it to Frankenstein the other scratching post. Good that she tried it now.

I want to go back to drawing again after watching videos and scrolling through the IG accounts of @shoreditchsketcher and @mysquiggles. Perhaps tomorrow.

Live/create the life that you want on weekends, not escape the life that you have on weekdays.

I ate a slice of cake today…

So I needed to burn those calories today after being a sloth yesterday.

Need to burn 250 kcal because goodness knows how many calories that cake has.
Feeding strays inside the campus again. She (most calicos are female) looks like Sushi. Photo by CallMeCreation.com

During one of my walks after the monsoon rains of August-Sept, I saw a cat curled up like it was sleeping on the sidewalk across Kalayaan Dorm…but it was already dead. It probably died of hunger or cold…My heart broke. 💔

I told my girls about it so we started feeding strays inside the campus with leftover bones and kibbles that my spoiled cats no longer want to eat. The strays outside our compound’s gate have disappeared so I no longer have cats to feed that are near the apartment.

An old couple having their night stroll while I heave and push myself to burn more calories. Photo by CallMeCreation.com

After getting back from my walk, I unloaded the vegetables I bought from my suki veggie vendor. Then I did my indoor workout to burn off the cake calories some more.

That 145 bpm is my planking again. 😂
Working on my core muscles with killer planking + 200 crunches.

So I burned almost 500 kcal. Not bad. But I’m so tired. I should be resting because hormones are still out of whack but I just took 1 tablet of Berocca to give me an energy boost for the day. But heck, my head is still pounding.

Meanwhile, people had been sending me via messenger or tagging me on some Sandroisms (Sandro Marcos stupid quotes) on Twitter and Facebook since they knew I would be laughing my ass off. Everybody knows that he is my favorite person to troll on Twitter for YEARS. His brainless comments really make it easy for me to make fun of him.

Manila Bulletin has taken down the FB and Twitter post. But of course I preserved this golden quote card, and is kept with my other Sandroisms (screenshots of my trolling him on Twitter).

This made my day. 🤣

Tattoo

L and M looking at tattoo designs. Photo by CallMeCreation.com

Among the things that we talked about last night (for 5 hours) was getting a tattoo. I told them the only thing that kept me from getting one is the comic strip Pugad Baboy. I told them that I read one strip where the father, Mang Dagul, told Tiny, his daughter, about how ridiculous Tweety Bird would look on her wrinkly arm when she hits 80 years old.

So M had been showing me cat designs that I can try. I said no. Then he showed me a photo of the makkuro kuroske characters from Chihiro no Sen (Spirited Away) that he would want for his tattoo.

Then I said, yeah, just think how it would look like when you’re 80. Then he quipped, “if I get to live that long.”

I posted this photo on IG stories and another friend of ours, A, commented there that we should all get tattoos at the same time since she also wanted one. 😂

So it seems like we would all be getting tattoos since we’re all in our rebellious phase.

I want to get No Face (Kaonashi)

With a life-size No Face at Donguri Republic in Taiwan. I asked a stranger to take this photo since I was traveling alone.

Another option is to have a tattoo based on indigenous prints/designs like the Kalinga tattoos done by Apo Whang-Od. The problem is, I need to trek to Kalinga province to meet her in the Butbut tribe village. Which I’m not prepared to do. I also don’t want to desecrate her culture since such tattoos are reserved for the warriors, specifically headhunters, of her tribe.

I also like the idea of the pintado warriors of the Visayas, the ones the Spanish conquistadores had fought with when they tried to land in what is now known as Leyte province. The Spanish demonized tattoos later on as these are associated with the indigenous Filipino warriors of yore who had been defending these islands from the likes of them.

My ancestors came from Batangas and natives of this part of Southern Tagalog are known to be feisty and warrior-like. We always had a gulok (or golok in Malay) somewhere inside or outside in the garden as a cutting tool or for self defense. It’s only when my father passed on did we dispose of his rusty gulok.

Gulok

I learned in one music workshop that I attended (when I was bored with my life decades) ago that Batangas has its own music tradition—the kumintang, or war songs. Again, this was watered down by the Spaniards to become something different form the original. The kumintang now known in Batangas is a music and dance performed by couples and has turned into a…let’s say non-threatening show for the conquistadores.

But I digress. My point is, I’ve descended from warriors so I may have a license to have an indigenous tattoo meant for warriors 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

L said we can get our tats done in Poblacion, Makati. When? I don’t know. What part of the body? I don’t know. I may not even get one since some onsen may be particular about tattooed individuals.


I tried squeezing in my outdoor walk early this evening before it rained. I drove my car to UP because it was already getting dark and I don’t really feel safe walking in the dark once I get near Krus na Ligas to get to my own village.

It was starting to drizzle. Photo by CallMeCreation.com

My walk was shorter than usual because it was about to rain. I spent the last 2 km of my walk under the drizzle.

I was dissatisfied with the calories I supposedly burned so I supplemented it by doing my indoor exercises (core + stretching + weights). There finally, almost 500 kcal.

When I was lifting, my heart rate was around 125 bpm. Sooooooo…if I get stuck inside again, I can double the frequency of my lifts and lengthen my core exercises to achieve the same effect as when I walk 7km.

I’m tired but it’s the good kind of tired. I will start another panel of curtain because I finished the first one the other night.

And Kimchi started sleeping on the curtain I just finished. Photo by CallMeCreation.com

Smells Like Teen Spirit

I like Tori Amos’ covers of well-known rock songs. She gives them more depth and female angst. Here is my simplified version of her Nirvana cover, Smells Like Teen Spirit. I couldn’t match Tori’s piano playing because I’m lazy and I want the easier way 🤣

Smells Like Teen Spirit

On the perky side of life, here is my version of Sweet Child of Mine by Guns N’ Roses. A staple during my high school days.

I kept playing the piano to cool down after my 7+ km walk tonight. Yep I just rested for two days and back again on the saddle.

It took me a little bit longer today because I didn’t pressure myself. But I think I didn’t change my pace that much since I still average 15 mins per km.

When the girls were much younger, this path was their playground. They pretended to go on a journey, like in Pokemon, climbed trees and explored the winding paths. Photo by CallMeCreation.com
I wanted to catch the sunset again. Photo by CallMeCreation.com