And tried to release some creativity because I’m already dead inside. Work already killed my creativity. It has made me numb and transformed me into a mass of nerves and anxiety.

I spent an hour in this spot, until the light faded. All I had with me was my dinky portable brush that wasn’t good for washes.

I also did a sketch at the doctor’s clinic yesterday while waiting for my turn. I tried to practice my perspective sketching without drawing a grid.

I think I still need to draw grids.

The paper on this sketchbook is terrible for watercolors but I need to consume everything and finish this as a challenge. I started this in 2022 and four years after I have yet to finish half of the book.