Half-working, half-daydreaming while planning trips

Sunlight. Photo by CallMeCreation.com

I spent the morning just bathing under the gentle sunlight streaming through my curtains. I decided I will not exert much effort since most of Asia is dead starting today. I just helped a colleague upload his story in the backend and that’s it.

It’s Lunar New Year’s eve today but unfortunately we couldn’t go to Chinatown to see the lion and dragon dance. But in years past I did that, visiting some Chinese-owned investment houses in the Binondo area to chat with some of their traders and taking photos for my news outfit’s social media account.

I remember punctuating the Lunar New Year with the Lantern Festival in Hong Kong with J in 2019. We had the lion dance inside our office and then after work J and I walked around Sai Ying Pun area at night.

Lion dance at our Hong Kong office. Photo by CallMeCreation.com

My family is really not wholly ethnic Chinese so we really don’t celebrate it unlike some of my friends with Chinese or hispanized Chinese last names.

My mom told us that we’re Chinese on her father and mother’s side but the Chinese last name was already lost. It was common in Batangas (and also in some areas) for Chinese immigrants to adopt Tagalog or Spanish surnames to avoid discrimination. Since Batangas faces the West Philippine Sea (formerly South China Sea), some parts of the province like Nasugbu and Lemery were centers of trade with the Chinese and other Southeast Asian neighbors. So of course there were Chinese traders who wanted to emigrate to the area but I heard that Batangueños were pretty hostile to the Chinese. I don’t know if this is just some kind of legend but I was told that’s the reason why there are no native Batangueños with Chinese last names and most often than not, they had Tagalog last names (in our case, our last names are Spanish). On my father’s side, one Spanish ancestor was industrious enough to claim land “as far as his eyes can see” by fencing up tracts of land up to the mountain in our hometown. That’s how his forebears became rich (this story was reminiscent of the movie Far and Away).


Some unread books. Photo by CallMeCreation.com

I finally transferred my “books-to-read” for 2022 on my bookshelf that was once occupied by Gundams and then later by stuffed toys. I need to finish these books first before I buy more. Tsundoku in action. I now have all the things I love in my room: music, art, and books. Now I really don’t have any reason to venture out of my room. Hehe.


I was looking for activities or places we can go tomorrow but it seems like there are limited things we can do given that I have unvaccinated children with me.

Celossian Flower Farm in Baras, Rizal. Photo from https://www.howshewanders.com

I think we can visit the flower farm and Pililla Wind Farm tomorrow. The first and last time I was there was when J and I explored that area three years ago. We dined at the palaisdaan (fish farm) in Theresa, Rizal.

Wind mills. Photo by CallMeCreation.com
Photo by CallMeCreation.com
Waiting for the sun to set at Pililla Wind Farm. Photo by CallMeCreation.com
View of Laguna Lake, specifically Talim Island, from Pililla Wind Farm. Photo by CallMeCreation.com
Palaisdaan (fish pond-restaurant) in Theresa, Rizal. Photo by CallMeCreation.com

Mount Pugad camping is for another holiday…Probably during Holy Week. We need a longer holiday to be able to camp here.

Photo from Klook
Photo from Klook
Photo from Klook

I’m still figuring out the logistics. The ideal time to camp here is now, before the summer heat could kill us.

Sunday, rainy Sunday

Can’t resist. Photo by CallMeCreation.com

The three of us are sneezing because of allergies. Here is the culprit. I should know better than to bring a huge flowering plant indoors but I couldn’t resist buying this pretty thing again. The violet one was a gift to my mom but she killed it by negligence. *sigh*

I was high on antihistamines again so I slept for 3 hours, I think.

We didn’t have anything on the agenda today but I suddenly had the urge to look for candlesticks. Because why not?

We went to a Japanese surplus shop along Kamuning Road and found a lot of knick knacks and expensive dishware there (Givenchy anyone?). The girls and I went for the vinatage cameras.

Vintage video camera. Photo by CallMeCreation.com

I would have loved to investigate the old film cameras there but it’s too time-consuming because they were too many.

Film cameras. Photo by CallMeCreation.com

A little more browsing and we were done. We were sneezing despite the double mask because it was a bit dusty in there.

Then we went to the antique shop next door. Kamuning Road was dotted with second-hand shops a few years ago but now it dwindled to a handful of them in this spot near EDSA. One shopkeeper said he was helping one store close down because of the pandemic so he was selling items at 50% discount. I loved the mini crystal chandelier there and some pendant lights (both not pictured) but I literally still don’t have a ceiling to put it. The girls asked me where would I put it? I said in the bathroom. “What?!” they exclaimed. I said I wanted to try the industrial bohemian style, if it makes sense, for our flat that is yet to be constructed.

The front of an antique store in Kamuning. Photo by

I ended up not getting anything.

Then I searched for wooden crates (to elevate my pots/plants) along Commonwealth Ave but I couldn’t find any. I don’t know why I keep chasing something so trivial. It’s probably the feeling of being locked up…

I just ended the day singing my lungs out.

Ah red days. How I hate thee.

As Still As a Photograph – Cacai Velsquez

I used to say that I’d readily swim
The seven seas for you
Now, I can’t reach the shore
I used to say that only I held the key to your heart
Now, I can’t find the door


Slowly fading like a painting on your wall
Yet as clear as the sound of your laugh
Forever captured in my mind you’ll remain
As still as a photograph


My shoes are now worn from walking too far
Still farther I go,
My hands are so tired from hiding the scar
Still I refuse to show
And though I know that it’s wrong,
You’re still my concern
Like a thorn in my side,
It’s hard to be strong
When you’ve nowhere to turn
When you’ve nowhere to hide


Slowly fading like a painting on your wall
Yet as clear as the sound of your laugh
Forever captured in my mind you’ll remain
As still as a photograph
As still as a photograph

And though the wound burns, it’s mine to keep
To hold in my arms,
And to sing me to sleep,
For it’s all that I have,
I now realize,
The memory lives when reality dies
When reality dies

Slowly fading like a painting on your wall
Yet as clear as the sound of your laugh
Forever captured in my mind you’ll remain
As still as a photograph

Slowly fading like a painting on your wall
Yet as clear as the sound of your laugh
Forever captured in my mind you’ll remain
As still as a photograph
As still as a photograph
As still as a photograph
As still as a photograph

Good day to be out

At Track 3oth @BGC. Photo by CallMeCreation.com

The girls had been cooped up for so long that they pestered me about going out today. But first I needed to cook brunch because I was not really sure if the kids can eat at a restaurant even if it’s al fresco.

Lugaw is essential. Photo by CallMeCreation.com

I was supposed to make this into arroz caldo but I forgot to defrost the chicken so it’s just plain lugaw with boiled eggs. Still good though.

Then I tended to my garden. I had to relocate some plants because the heat at noon is too intense for them.

The wilted hanging plants under the shade of the mango tree. Photo by CallMeCreation.com
Happy mums. Photo by CallMeCreation.com
My roses in that big planter are almost dying . Photo by CallMeCreation.com

So some of my roses are again victims of the neighborhood feral cats because they kept digging the soil to poop. I have sprayed the area with perfumed disinfectant so drive them away but it wasn’t enough. I need lemon and orange peels to assault their strong sense of smell. Then I placed the marigolds beside the dying roses to provide protection and shade. I’m still trying to revive them. My humic fertilizers I ordered online will soon be arriving. Roses, please hang on! Meanwhile, my wire mesh from Shopee arrived and attached them to the wall. I’m waiting for my hanging planters to arrive, also from Shopee, that I will hang on the grid and so the feral cats won’t be able to reach the plants that I will be putting there.

I was multitasking today. While doing my hobby, I was doing chores like washing stuffed toys using the mini washing machine because we would be giving those to the orphanage in Manila. I would be sending several kilos of powdered milk and the stuffed toys via Grab tomorrow. The toys now are almost as good as new.

As I thought, the girls were not allowed to enter Bonifacio High Street (they required vaccination cards before entering; of course the girls still don’t have it) so I just ordered Starbucks donuts and a giant cookie with frappucinos to go.

Sinful. Photo by CallMeCreation.com

Then we plopped on the grass at Track 30th because that’s the only place where kids are allowed. Twin I was put out that she couldn’t ride a bike around BGC because we didn’t bring any bike. Besides, I couldn’t bike with her because of abdominal cramps (red days). I told her we’ll bring our bikes next week. You see, the only safe places now for them are UP Diliman and BGC and they’re getting tired of UP campus so that leaves BGC as the only option. On top of that, you can’t really stay inside UP campus if you’re not exercising; they’re discouraging people to linger as part of their anti-covid protocols.

Sunset on the grass. Photo by CallMeCreation.com
Watching kids riding their scooters. Photo by CallMeCreation.com

We walked around some more for a bit of exercise because we had been sedentary for a loooooooooooong time.

Families with kids enjoying the afternoon in a grassy vacant lot near Dean and Deluca. Photo by CallMeCreation.com
Another day is dying in the city. I don’t know how long we will still be trapped in this concrete jungle. Photo by CallMeCreation.com

Perhaps when I’m fed up working at home, I’ll just go to BGC and station myself in one coffee shop around the area to work. I have three stories to write and I need to get out of my box to be motivated to write those. I remember that I used to work a lot in BGC–at Starbucks inside Fullybooked in Bonifacio High Street, Starbucks beside Pancake House and at Bo’s Coffee, also at Bonifacio High Street–when I felt a little bit claustrophobic in Ayala in Makati. That was before the pandemic. Since I’ve been stuck here in this room for two years, I think it’s about time I change my venue.

On the way back home, we stopped by Jjangkke to buy the spicy chicken that I’ve been hankering after since last night. Finally, one parking slot was open and I was able to get my chicken!

Yummy! Photo by CallMeCreation.com

What to do tomorrow?

PMS craving and CNY plans

Photo by CallMeCreation.com

After visiting Quezon City Circle this afternoon to buy more flowers, I suddenly craved for spicy Korean chicken. But the parking area at Jjangkke was full so I had to go to the Korean mart near my apartment to satisfy my craving for something spicy without having to cook.

So instead I got myself spicy fish cakes and spicy egg rolls. Bought the girls gimbap and hopang. I then cooked tonkatsu ramen from my stash of Japanese groceries.

Photo by CallMeCreation.com
Photo by CallMeCreation.com

My PMS is fueling my cravings. I have to have that spicy chicken tomorrow. 🌶️

While we were at Yong Korean Mart, Twin I and I checked out new items in their shelves and saw this:

Peach oolong. Photo by CallMeCreation.com

I’ll try this Peach oolong next month after I get clearance from my doctor that I can take caffeinated drinks. My sleep hours are still messy and I had a horrible headache this lunch that I had to sleep it off.

Next week will be slow so the following days would be devoted to making the front of my house pretty. I can probably go to Dapitan for some garden accessories.

I have no idea what we will do this year while still under Alert level 3 (and unvaccinated children are still not allowed anywhere). For Chinese new year in 2020, we went to Rizal to visit Angono, Morong, and Tanay. Last year, we went to Binangonan to watch a beautiful sunset.

For this year perhaps we’ll just drive somewhere in Rizal, like Daranak Falls? The girls went spelunking and kayaking to reach the caves in their dad’s province last Christmas so hiking to the falls will not be a big deal.

I need to get out!

Lunar New Year

At SM Marikina. Photo by CallMeCreation.com

I’m running out of time trying to finish a long piece before the whole of Asia goes on holiday for the Lunar New Year. People in Hong Kong and Malaysia will be slowing down tomorrow and everyone will be off the entire week next week.

I haven’t been really productive as I should have been because I’m always sleepy during the day. I woke up at 5 am today after sleeping at around past 3 am to cook breakfast. Ate C was sick after getting her booster shot so I had to take over.

Slept at 6 am again then got woken up at 7 because the cats kept opening my door (since it’s broken, it had no resistance). I desperately wanted a quick shuteye so I threw out the cats, stuck something to my door so they can’t push it, and slept. But work beckoned at 9 am. 😕

Enough is enough. I went to SM Marikina this evening to buy a barrel lock, some door handles, wood glue and other stuff.

It’s ugly AF but it does the job. Photo by CallMeCreation.com

That should keep out the cats. I’ll solve the ugliness later.

During the small hours that I’m awake, I try to make myself fall asleep by thinking of projects I must do. One of those times I thought about removing my piano setup near the stairs and replace it with some drawers to corral my kids’ stuff that overflowed from their small study area.

Now it’s neater. That painting above was done by my sister. Photo by CallMeCreation.com

Bike helmets, shopping bags, and cat supplies are also stuffed in there.

And of course, my cats have started to claim the area as their own.

Photo by CallMeCreation.com
Photo by CallMeCreation.com

Now I need to go to Mr DIY again for fake indoor plants/flowers. Because cats.

Almost real carbonara

Photo by CallMeCreation.com

I cooked carbonara for dinner last night using the near-authentic recipe. I didn’t have the Italian guanciale so I used the closest thing: pork that is used to make bacon.

I fried the pork in its own fat while I whisked 4 eggs with hard cheddar cheese (I didn’t have a block of parmesan; I had mozzarella but that’s too soft). When the pork fat was rendered, I turned the heat down and combined the spaghetti with the pork and coated it with the little oil that came out. When everything was coated, I turned off the heat and added the eggs with cheese. I made sure the eggs did not curdle and come out like scrambled eggs. When the egg-cheese combination made the pasta creamy, I immediately served it to my waiting customers.

They liked it. It’s less heavy compared to the bastardized version of carbonara with cream, butter and bell peppers.

Add ground pepper for a little bit of ooomph.

Later, I played this on my mobile phone:

Because I wanted to be brainless.

I have two analysis pieces to rewrite 🤦🏻‍♀️. And couple of more leads to follow up. My poaching of journos are always unsuccessful. Either they’re jumping to VC firms or they just wanna stay put because chasing deals from USD 5m to infinity is not their cup of tea.

It’s hard to recruit people in non-English-speaking markets!!!

One of these days I’ll turn to RPGs to decompress. Buy a Nintendo Switch and play Legend of Zelda.

Or live in Anilao and jump into the sea when I feel stressed.


WTF! It’s 6 am and I’m still awake. How am I going to work today?!

I need to sleeeeeep. 😴

Daylight. Photo by CallMeCreation.com