Emotionally exhausted

So the whole day I was just bogged down by local water concerns. It has been the 5th day since water was out in my hometown. The service provider, LXXX, had the temerity to announce on their FB Page that they are on holiday that’s why their office is closed for the long weekend. My family has been scrounging for water sources FOR DAYS! So last night I contacted MPW, which is a 20+% shareholder, via my connections there.

Early morning I was told by MPW that my emails were already sent to the GM of LXXX and other partners in the consortium. The community relations of LXXX, that biatch, was combative and denied that their service is not shit. She demanded evidence. I just told her go look on your FB page and see the complaints since two years ago. She said those people are just emotional and she made it sound like this was a one-off thing. I said no, I lot of people had been complaining to me about the low water pressure and regular disrepair and that’s why many communities don’t have regular water service.

She said I will show you on Saturday evidence to dispute your claims are untrue. I shot back that I will gather evidence of your incompetence since you took over in 2016.

So I rallied people in my hometown to 1) screen cap all the complaints on LXXX FB page because they might erase it; 2) send their testimonies via email to me so I can compile and slap the CX officer’s face with it on Saturday; 3) file a formal complaint to LWUA and the local water district using the testimonies so LXXX could be penalized and 4) regulators could review the concession agreement and terminate it if LXXX is proven that it is not fulfilling its end of the concession agreement.

I told MPW that LXXX was so wrong in their approach with me. Why is the burden of proof with me?! They said they were sorry but they were only 20% stakeholders there and it was the majority owner, some mayor from Mindanao, who appointed the current GM. And guess what? The LXXX person who was combative towards me is the GM’s wife. WHICH IS TOTALLY WRONG! I told Metro Pacific that it’s nepotism, 2) this person should not handle community affairs because she has a personal stake because her husband is the GM. Metro Pacific told me that they were surprised, too, and they only learned about it this morning.

There are so many confidential info I got that I cannot blog about yet but I’ve got something on my sleeves on Saturday.

Let’s just say I have regulatory remedy on my side.

And I also told LXXX that I will present my evidence to MPW during their presscon next week and I will make sure that their chairman reads the compiled complaints against LXXX.

And of course I will tell them after Saturday that this will be filed with the regulators. I am a one-man team but OMG I will make sure heads will roll.

There are other details that I don’t have the energy yet to write here. I’M SO FUCKIN TIRED.

I need to draft three stories tomorrow.

I hate incompetence. God help me on Saturday.

Making the most of it

Napping with Kimchi. Photo by CallMeCreation.com

My stomach is knotted right now as I would be going back to work tomorrow. I have a call at 9 am. Then I have a ton of emails and story backlogs to attend to. Then I must make my final arrangements for my trip to Singapore.

Count my blessings. At least I still have a job. I would have a fully paid home by February.

I just need to hurdle these last few issues then I’m off to another holiday vacation for Christmas.

Inking. Art of photo by CallMeCreation.com
Practice. Practice. Practice. Art and photo by CallMeCreation.com

I just realized UP Masscom building is boring.

At the rate I’m going, it will be 10 years before I see any improvement. I need to sketch everyday so I could train my eyes to be more observant and to teach myself how to translate things that I see on paper.

Meanwhile, I just completed our application for Philippine Science High School and paid the admission fee online. I’m not confident ok if they would NOT pass the final screening but at least they would have some kind of practice exam before the girls take the real entrance exam that we are really targeting—my high school.

I’m also preparing some stuff for work tomorrow and some deliveries that I should attend to, like my online purchase of more Holbein half-pan watercolors.

Gee, I promised myself that I would be more disciplined with money while I am having my house constructed but here I am…buying unnecessary stuff.

I have to keep myself from shopping in Singapore. The peso has sunk further against SGD (now at 41) and it’s madness to go shopping there. I just bought a new luggage from Suntec City and two handbags at Tangs in July. Electronics? I have everything I need. I don’t need to buy a new laptop and the current one I’m using now as my desktop is still fast and there is hardly any hiccup at all.

I should just go to Botanic Gardens and sketch there. Or stay at a coffee shop near heritage buildings and sketch. Anything that could keep me from spending unnecessarily.

While I complete some tasks at my desk, my kitties are insisting that they should be part of my work, too.

Kimchi being obnoxious by lying on my bills and notebooks. Photo by CallMeCreation.com
Sushi is on her usual perch on my workchair. Photo by CallMeCreation.com

My girls are probably bored to death at their dad’s hometown now…

Missing persons

The president of the Philippines is nowhere to be found. Insiders say he is abroad for a secret holiday. He left last Friday while Mindanao was drowning. He really doesn’t fucking care. Then he appeared in a Zoom meeting at 2 pm when Mindanao is already underwater and Metro Manila is hammered by strong winds and rain. If he was in the country, he should be in the meeting in person!

Then his disinformation team published photos of him allegedly in Ilocos. These people 🤦🏻‍♀️…The devastation is south!!! Why the heck would the people care if he’s in Ilocos?!

Well it doesn’t even matter. We just want to show the people who voted for him that he doesn’t fucking care. NO EFFORT ON THE GROUND. No plans whatsoever.

Meanwhile, his VP is equally incompetent. Just sent thoughts and prayers and is also nowhere to be found.

Nobody is leading the recovery efforts, nobody is being an adult in the room.

In contrast, the president of South Korea convened an emergency meeting just HOURS after the Itaewon tragedy. Late President Noynoy Aquino cut his official overseas trip short when a similar catastrophe happened.

God, I’m so tired of this situation.

I really, really envy Brazil right now. Lula won over Bolsonaro—kicking out a far-right madman who had plunged Brazil into chaos at the height of the Covid pandemic and caused more damage to the Amazon rainforest. Of course, Bolsonaro came into power with the help of disinformation and social media.

I’m cooling down my anger with some bubbly, savoring the last two days of my holiday. I only have tomorrow to sleep as much as I can before I get inundated again with work.

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Then I need to drive back to my hometown to deliver my range hood and check the progress of my house this coming Friday. Stay the night there then drive back to NAIA to fetch the girls in the evening.

But I don’t have to think about this yet. I should enjoy the last 24 hours of my holiday. Today I just slept again, cooked one meal, and spent most of my time horizontal on my bed.

Feeding the hungry

16 packs of 2 kg rice. Photo by CallMeCreation.com

Not enough news coverage of the widespread disaster because they killed ABS-CBN. It was the only network with strong provincial coverage. Now it seems like we’re experiencing news blackout and only tweets and FB posts keep us informed by people on the ground, if they have enough batteries and if cellular signal is present. The remaining skeletal news staff of ABS-CBN is still providing us with what they can despite limited bandwidth.

I went out of the house at 5 pm to buy supplies for myself and goods for donation.

I bought a lot of sanitary napkins, travel sized toothpaste, and packs of toothbrushes. Photo by CallMeCreation.com

I thought about buying goods instead of sending cash because they are short-staffed and they may not have enough manpower to buy relief goods. The affected areas also may have shortage of goods in grocery stores, just like what we experienced when I was covering Typhoon Haiyan (Yolanda). I had to bring my own provisions from Manila because nothing can be bought locally.

Hygiene kits are equally important. As Cong. Joey Salceda told me when I interviewed him right after I got back to Manila from Haiyan Ground Zero, a sense of dignity is important for the refugees’ mental and physical health. Part of that is giving them access to clean clothes and personal hygiene products. Salceda is a veteran of disaster mitigation and response as he led Albay province—one of the most typhoon-prone provinces in the country—to zero fatality score. Albay was also a case study for my sister’s PhD dissertation on climate change adaptation. He is a political whore but local government management-wise, he makes sense…as far as I know. He used to be the chief research analyst at ING-Barings then he entered politics.

Anyway, I went to Ateneo to drop off the donation but… Damn it. I WAS TOO EARLY! Goods are to be accepted Nov 2! They don’t have staff/volunteers now. 🤦‍♀️ Good thing the President of Ateneo took in the goods at his residence.

Well at least I’m done with this because I will be too busy next week.

After Ateneo, I went to UP to feed stray cats with my excess food stranded in my fridge. People had been sending me food all week long for my birthday ❤️. But then it’s only me now left at home so I have a lot of leftovers.

Meat. Lots of it. Kitties are carnivores so they’re loving it. Photo by CallMeCreation.com
Photo by CallMeCreation.com
Photo by CallMeCreation.com

OMG, I’m now officially THE Cat Lady!

I sent the pics to the girls and Twin I said that we should feed cats next week when they come home.

I had fed a white stray dog seeking shelter outside our gate a few days ago 😔 Poor dog. I wonder where he went during the storm 😢

This is what my friend TT had been telling me. I’m too much of an empath. Ah well, I have enough space in my heart for this type of thing. ❤️

Romantic time alone

Power out. Photo by CallMeCreation.com

This is a dreadful time to romanticize my life but yep, I did. So everyone is gone so it’s just me and the cats. I’m not apologizing for sleeping most of the day. The power went out at around 4 pm. I reported a power transformer explosion incident (which sounded like it) to Meralco and after 4 hours, power was restored despite the inclement weather. Kudos to the linesmen of Meralco for doing repairs round-the-clock.

Cats sleeping on my dried laundry. Photo by CallMeCreation.com

I didn’t bother cooking. I just cooked rice in the rice cooker and had cold cuts. Slept and cuddled with the cats.

And of course social media is so toxic today. The whole of Mindanao is flooded. Children have died in Maguindanao and Cotabato. Farmlands and homes are flattened. Then people—opposition and admin–have the gall to quarrel online.

I had to express my disbelief and anger at the callousness of people:

There are members of the pink movement who are toxic. They said they will not help because Cotabato is red, Mindanao is red. You know, this kind of attitude and noise alienate the people who we must convince that they made a wrong choice.

Yes, we are tired of the stupidity of the electorate but this is not the time for hubris. Help but then we demand accountability from those who are in power. That’s how we turn the tide.

A revolution is not an overnight thing. It is a long and slow build up.

Don’t be myopic.

And I keep sharing this call for donations because Community Pantry PH still couldn’t raise enough money for relief. I also donated whatever meager resources I have right now. Tomorrow I will check Angat Buhay HQ or Ateneo if they need volunteers or what other resources they need. I need buy a cavan of rice and boxes of ready-to-eat food.

https://twitter.com/raffymagno/status/1586398360436502530

We all know that the government is incompetent so we do what we can. We need to educate the electorate and wean them away from social media that is propagating lies and disinformation that allowed the Marcoses to be in power. And here the asshat himself is asking why the Mindanao tragedy happened. Damn you, cretin! What parallel universe are you living in?

To answer this from a more educated standpoint, I shared with a veteran journo why PAGASA’s storm warnings were not heeded by people on the ground:

My sister’s PhD dissertation on climate change mentions the localization, not only of the language, but also of the concepts introduced/reported by disaster mitigation agencies so it’s not PAGASA’s burden alone. It needs close coordination of MDRRMC, PDRRMC and National DRRMC. PHIVOLCS under Punongbayan and Solidum explained it in a paper very well (I think I have posted it here on FB) that’s how they were able to save lives during Pinatubo eruption. Disaster mitigation agencies should have good comms people so important information are dispatched immediately to local government units. I learned when I was communicating with some of these agencies, they don’t have budget for proper comms or even training. Communication in such agencies are just afterthought. Last time I had talked to them, they were arranging a training under UPLB CDC. Not sure if this pushed through. The science may be right but cascading it down to the grassroots is a whole different story. Before Yolanda (Typhoon Haiyan), how do we even explain and localize the concept of “storm surge”? “It is like a tsunami,” is the default answer. But how do you localize tsunami and the idea of it? How do you localize 500 mm of rainfall? Mass media plays a major role in this one. But mass communication is not enough to move people, it is the local targeted comm that moves them.

I didn’t mention that I was the one arranging the communication training of PAGASA with my undergrad college and I was already talking to the dean of the graduate school (who happened to be my sister in my Greek-letter organization) of my undergrad campus about the needs assessment and the curriculum for the training. It all started two years ago with a Twitter discussion on science communication (my undergrad specialization) and disaster mitigation communications and/or the failure/lack of it. Then somebody from PAGASA reached out to me on Twitter asking for help regarding this one. One thing led to another. This couldbe a working dissertation for me if I were to pursue my PhD. My Greek-letter sis and another friend who used to be the chairperson of my grad school in UPD and I were discussing about writing a proposal about this, which could be extended for my PhD—if I I suddenly go crazy and think of going back to school.

I’m big on communication campaigns and grassroots communication and how it can mobilize science into something practicable.

10 hours after, my cats are still like this. Photo by CallMeCreation.com

All in all, I became stressed with all these Twitter exchanges with toxic people.

So what do you do on Friday nights?

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Well, I’m trying to save my own ass by attending a safety workshop for Filipino journalists because they’re killing us literally.

It’s supposed to be 5 days of safety training (physical, digital, and mental) but since we’re all working, we will have this staggered. There are so many important things to discuss, we couldn’t fit it into a one-night session. We arrived at a consensus that when one journo gets a death threat, we should all make noise and amplify it, write stories about it—for our own safety. Because we’re brushing off threats, one journo was just picked up at the airport in Mindanao by the police and got detained for the wrong reasons. 🤦‍♀️ Many violations were committed with her arrest and she wasn’t even given a chance to have a lawyer. 😤 Then Percy Lapid was killed and this government has turned it into a shitshow.

This is exactly the reason why we should all be on our toes.

I’ve met some former students there at the workshop and I’m glad that they’re very active in journalists’ causes. One of them wanted me to go back to teaching because only a few practitioners are mentoring new blood. I said I had to give up teaching because checking papers was a nightmare.

This morning I drove the girls to the airport.

We waited for their aunt to come out of immigration so we stayed at the parking area of Terminal 1 before picking her up at the arrival bay. Photo by CallMeCreation.com

Then we rushed to T2 because their flight to Cebu was moved two hours earlier. But then because of the typhoon, their flight got pushed back later than their original departure time 😑

After I dropped them off, I went to MC Home Depot at BGC, which was a futile exercise. My contractor was not happy with the water pressure pump and pressure tank there so I proceeded to Wilcon Depot along C5.

They say this is good enough pressure and tank size for a 2nd storey bathroom and kitchen sink.
I think this is too much. They said this is good enough pressure for a 3-4 storey house. Photo by CallMeCreation.com

Still, my contractor said he needs to check the specs. So I moved on to buying a range hood.

I bought this Rinnai range hood because its fan is metal, unlike the others which use plastic fans. Photo by CallMeCreation.com
Plus it’s low maintenance. I only need to degrease the stainless steel filter. Others need carbon filters or papers. Photo by CallMeCreation.com

Even though it’s single motor, the thing is huge and the suction was strong. The air pushed out of the vent was equally powerful. There’s also a cup at next to the fan that will trap oil and grease. I only needed to wash it every now and then.

I paid 9k for this one even when the 4-5k ones are already decent. But this Rinnai is low-maintenance so I gladly forked out 5-4k more. I don’t want a plastic fan dying on me soon.

I also checked out Rinnai ranges as well.

I also stopped by Tiendesitas today for cat supplies. I bought my kitties a new toy that they’re enjoying now.

Photo by CallMeCreation.com
Photo by CallMeCreation.com

When I got home, my neighbor gave me some of the deliveries that they received on my behalf since no one was home. Some friends sent me boxes of charcuterie for my birthday. 🥰

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Yum. Breakfast tomorrow 🤣