Little by little

My home is taking shape, little by little. I will be filling up this wall with paitings to make up for the sparse furnishings.

I’m still figuring out where to put this.

I also made a reading nook/hideaway for my girls in one huge closet in my room.

With a sizeable bookshelf above.

And my girls put up their own wall decorations to personalize their space.

I have all the time in the world to make this apartment my own. No rush. It has to be just right.

Dying day

I love sunsets. They are a reminder that even a chapter closes, another one opens.

I may not know what will come my way but I am sure that He will always have my back. What I have been through the past months had been tough but I will definitely come out stronger and wiser.

I am stumbling. I am weak. But I can always pick up myself and continue fighting. I need to survive.

Changes

It has been months since I last logged in here. So many life-changing events happened all at the same time. All I could do was to go with the flow and never look back. No turning back.

Related to that was my hunt for a liveable apartment near my girls’ school. It was a bit rundown but it had potential. When the landlady fixed it up, it looked promising.

I had requested a light blue paint for the closets. Stupid me, I forgot to give them a sample of the shade I wanted. Now I ended up with a Tiffany egg blue.

Now it is looking more like a home now, little by little.

My workstation is now literally next to my bed.

I have to have better cable management.

The living area looks empty but over time it would look much better. I am not in a hurry to fill it up. I will take my time.

My plan is to fill my home with lots of art.

My sister has promised me a number of paintings to hang on my wall. I am also having this framed to hang in my dining area.

The kitchen is messy. I always envied the minimalist kitchens i always see in Roomclip. I don’t know what to do with mine to achieve that.

I still lack wall clocks.

I bought myself a Bosch drill and some drill bits. I will build my DIY kit slowly over time.

Like I am rebuilding my life. Slowly. I have a lifetime to do that.

Beauty Review: Prior by Shiseido

This is not a sponsored post. I spent my own money to test this product.

I was in the middle of the hustle and bustle of Dotonburi shopping district in Osaka last month (more of that in future blog posts), wondering what I would bring home from my 8-day trip. I was suddenly pulled out from my deep reverie when I saw rows upon rows of cosmetic/pharmacy stores dominanting the area. I don’t know why is that.

Then I saw lots of Chinese customers with huge plastic bags of cosmetics pouring out of these stores onto the street. Looked like panic-buying to me.

There you go. Mystery solved.

I went looking for the Biore tinted sunscreen SPF 50 to replenish my stock because I knew it would be cheaper in Japan than in Manila (and yes, they were half the price). The sales ladies in that cosmetic store didn’t speak English but one rep from Shiseido did. I got nervous. Shiseido is expensive and I cannot afford them and I have trouble turning down good sales people.

She asked me what do I need? Uhm something with high SPF but not heavy on the skin because the sun in the Philippines is harsh but it’s too humid to wear heavy sunscreen. Ah! I know what you need, she said.

The she demonstrated to me how to use Prior, the spray-on BB foundation with SPF 50. Prior is a brand of Shiseido that is cheaper than their premium line, she said. They have several shades of the BB spray-on foundation but she figured my shade is “natural”. She was right.

And she totally convinced me that I wouldn’t be able to live without this product. It’s that good!

It’ JPY 2,300 (excluding 8% sales tax). About PHP 1,150. Oh dear.

I road-tested it the next day when I went to Okayama Castle and wore a kimono. The make-up in this photo session was mine, no touch-ups. To think I had been walking a couple of km that day and had been exposed to the sun before this photo shoot. The BB foundation held up really well (actually, for the entire day).

So now I will demo to you the “before and after”.

I have splotchy fair skin (because of some disaster with my first wart removal). Plus I’m nearly forty years old.

A bit dull

Spray the BB foundation on the sponge (also included) so you can evenly apply on your face.

I now have a freckle-free, glowing skin.

And to show you how little make-up you need with Prior, I just applied Maybelline Color Show eyeliner in black, a little pencil for the brows, and a lip tint for the next photo below.

I’m so in love with this product that I bought two bottles. I hope they last me a very long time because I would only be able to go back to Japan next year.

It’s not available outside Japan, I think. I keep searching for it online but I always end up in Japanese sites.

It has already been a month and it seems like the bottle still has a lot of the stuff inside. Methinks this will last me 6 months since I use the product sparingly to avoid looking like a clown.

I bought also Prior SPF 50 sunscreen in case the BB foundation runs out before I come back to Japan.

… Meanwhile, PLDT says…

PLDT Chairman Manuel Pangilinan addressing fellow shareholders today during the annual meeting. Photo by Callmecreation.com

… There is still no global standard yet for 5G so commercial roll out may still be in 2020. PLDT [PSE:TEL] Chairman Manuel Pangilinan said they have not yet figured out if by 2019 they would still prioritize the installation of fixed lines (fiber) or concentrate on 5G to bring broadband to customers. For 2018, PLDT will still continue with its fiber rollout but after that is still going to be internally discussed within the group.

You see, PLDT has earmarked PHP 58bn (USD 1.1bn) for capital expenditures for 2018 alone. It had to sell down its stake in Rocket Internet to partly finance this capex. It can’t add more to its outstanding debts and Pangilinan said they must maintain their debt/EBITDA at 2. The company is in a quandary as to how it will keep its financials healthy in a capital-intensive industry that is constantly changing. In a briefing last year, Pangilinan said that PLDT has to study how it can harness 5G and Internet of Things (IoT) and they still have to figure out how they can finance its capex down the line to keep up with these new tech.

The company’s goals for the next 12 months are:

And I didn’t get much meat from that.

5G in the Philippines

Technically, 5G technology in the Philippines is already here. Globe Telecom launched it last week with much fanfare that I thought its commercial rollout will start soon.

I was wrong. It’ll be rolled out in 2Q2019 first for prepaid home broadband customers.

Because, according to Globe President Ernet Cu, the potential for 5G application is limited in a mobile phone so it makes more sense to launch it first for home broadband users. This will also eliminate the need for Globe to lay down more copper wires or fiberoptic cables to reach more customers. All they have to do is to build on top of exisiting cellular towers by installing Massive MIMO on them. Chief Technology Officer Gil Genio said 5G will only be launched in cities because there should be a tower every 250m or so, hence, density is the key for good coverage.

I’m skeptical. We still have sketchy Globe signal in my mom’s house in UP Los BaƱos, which is not exactly a rural area. So how in the world can Globe boast 2 Gbps over the air?

In a country where the only players that matter are PLDT and Globe? Where the system of infrastructure is stuck in the 20th Century (no third-party tower operators like in…well… like the rest of the world)? Good luck.

Until a third player comes in or PLDT relents and becomes amenable to having third-party tower operators, we are stuck with having 20,000 cellular towers nationwide, serving 106m Filipinos spread out across 7,700 islands. In contrast, Vietnam has 50,000 cellular towers for its 80m citizens. To be fair to Globe, it is open to selling its towers and just lease from tower operators so that much of its capex would be freed and diverted to improving customer experience.

As DICT Secretary Rio said, there should be at least 2.5 carriers in each tower for a tower operator to be viable. Globe and a third telco player makes only 2; we need PLDT to be on board.

Let’s see.

Disclaimer: I both cover Globe and PLDT. My mobile operator is Smart (PLDT) while my home broadband is Globe.