To Lake Caliraya. To camp. And bike. And ride the jetski.
First thing we did after paying was to pitch the tent. The last time I did this was 21 years ago, when my friends and I climbed and camped in Mt. Maculot in Batangas.
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I brought my Korean portable stove to cook rice. And the grill for tomorrow’s breakfast. But for today’s lunch, it’s grilled chicken that I cooked at the grilling station.
My mom cooking rice. Photo by CallMeCreation.com Chicken inasal. Photo by CallMeCreation.com
Of course my mom is not roughing it out. She rented a cabin, a tiny house made of container van.
PHP 4,000 a night. There’s a deck on top and a private bathroom. Photo by CallMeCreation.com Photo by CallMeCreation.com Photo by CallMeCreation.com
We’re camping while my mom still has her creature comforts. Win-win. Good that I was able to bring her out of the house after a long house arrest.
And we were able to bike around. Photo by CallMeCreation.com Me, biking to the nearest sari-sari store to buy ice for our cooler. Photo by CallMeCreation.com Relishing the moment the girls are biking. Photo by CallMeCreation.comAnd this is us now before going to bed. Photo by CallMeCreation.com
This would have been a good camping experience for the girls if not for the freakingly annoying campers who brought six huge concert speakers, their mixing tables and DJ equipment and had basically boom boomed the day and night away. 🤬
You can check out Kaliraya Surf Kamp and rates and amenities are here.
So I am now officially on holiday. To kick it off, we started yesterday with fixing the girls’ Secret Room a.k.a. Reading Room or just giant closet with no function.
Glorified store room and book closet. Photo by CallMeCreation.com
My daughter, Twin I, asked if we can have a new wall paper and fairy lights. I did buy a big roll of wall paper but no battery-operated fairy lights. I think that can only be had during Christmas.
I ran out of wall paper. I underestimated the size of the walls. Photo by CallMeCreation.comFor the meantime, this will do until I get a chance to go to Ace Hardware and buy more wallpaper. Photo by CallMeCreation.com
Et voila! It turned out nice.
Installing peel-and-stick wallpaper is a pain. Photo by CallMeCreation.com
Meanwhile, I had to transform that dingy steel drawer so I can use it as a side table.
Two cans of lemon yellow spray paint. Photo by CallMeCreation.com
I had a lot of errors but it will do. I’ll just buy another can of spray paint to cover up the errors.
I think it’s cute. Photo by CallMeCreation.com
I just need to mount the painting my sister loaned me. But my wall is huge so I need to have another one to balance it. I saw one huge painting in Tiendesitas being sold for a couple of thousands to complement one of the paintings loaned to me.
I just finished packing because we’re going to my hometown and tomorrow we’ll try to go to Caliraya to bike and camp.
Most days I’m fine and can go about my day as an ace journalist (I would like to think that I am) and not mind that gaping hole somewhere in my chest.
But there are days that are just pure basura and those normally are during my period so I attribute basura moments to hormones going haywire. Last week was the worst for the month. I had two nights straight of dreaming about him and the circumstances of the dreams were not as benign as the dreams I had in the past. The recent dreams were really hurtful that left me emotionally incapacitated for days.
So it seems like I haven’t squeezed my grief dry and it seems like it will stay for quite some time. And I shouldn’t run away from it because the more I entertain this delusion that I am already fine, the more the wound hurts deeply. That I was just masking it.
I don’t understand why I am still grieving when I know I shouldn’t long for someone who doesn’t long for me, shouldn’t think about somebody who doesn’t think about me. I don’t know why I am still like this when I already know that I was and would always be on the losing end when I was with him and if I were still with him because he doesn’t love me and will never do because he has moved on. I don’t understand why I’m still hurting when I know life is much freer now that I have one less person to worry about and care for, especially when he is unhappy and I had to make sure things are wrinkle-free for him to make things easier for him, even if he bit my head off. That his worries were my worries, his hurts were my hurts, and his failures were my failures. I don’t understand why I am still sad about everything when I know he didn’t even value me. I know I am better off without him.
I may never figure it out. What I should strive for is to get out of this grief. But it seems like time is the only answer to this because rushing this process is only pulling me two steps back. All my attempts in that direction always end up with me falling flat on the ground. This is just something you can’t snap out of, so it seems.
So for the time being, I should just learn how to survive those garbage days and coast along. So one weekday I just felt like having Korean barbecue and vodka for lunch to make me feel better. Just because I can.
Beef strip-wrapped Enoki mushroomsand beef strips. Because I can. Photo by CallMeCreation.com
And made chocolate chip ice cream in between writing, to make me feel better.
Home-made chocolate chip ice cream. Photo by CallMeCreation.com
I thought six months would be enough, that I would snap out of this. It turns out I’m being really hard on myself. So I just have to cut myself some slack and not scold myself for feeling this way.
Rotating power outages likely in parts of Luzon for 2nd day, red alert hours longer
Metro Manila (CNN Philippines, June 1) — Parts of Luzon may experience power interruptions for the second day in a row Tuesday, with the National Grid Corporation of the Philippines (NGCP) announcing longer red alert hours.
In its Facebook page, the NGCP announced red alert hours of 10 a.m. to 5 p.m. and 6 p.m. to 10 p.m., longer than the 1 p.m. to 3 p.m. period yesterday. A red alert means power supply is insufficient to meet the projected demand for energy.
This is not a one-off thing. This has been going on and on for years. We journalists have been sounding the alarm for a looooooong time. As I said in one social media post:
Developing a base load power plant takes years, at least 5 years. Securing approval for new power plant projects from the Energy Regulatory Commission takes a long time. The ultra super critical 600×2 MW coal plant Atimonan One by Merlaco PowerGen is still under development (for those in Luzon). Meanwhile, there are already a lot of renewable energy power plants here but that cannot substitute for base load power plants. It’s complicated to explain how to dispatch RE power and base load (coal, diesel) since it’s technically with the national grid. As Metro Pacific President Joey Lim said, our grid is not a complete loop. If one power plant trips, the grid cannot just simply dispatch electricity from another area/plant; basically he likened it to a one-way highway. Moreover the dispatch of solar and wind power have specific times since power from them are not available at all hours.
We were not remiss in giving the public the FYI, right? Hahahaha! This is why I have 2 rechargeable standfans, my salary from my part-time teaching in CMC for 1 semester was used to buy a gasoline genset, my “desktop” at home is a gaming laptop so when power goes out, the fun still continues. Everything that can be purchased as rechargeable, I purchased. I still don’t have a house of my own but when the time comes I already have my tiny house, I will install off-grid solar power or hybrid off-grid and on-grid system. I need to take matters into own hands because this problem will persist for a long, long time. Malampaya gas field is running out of reserves and then we have 5 gas-fed power plants that are reliant on Malampaya, which provides electricity to Luzon. We still don’t have an LNG terminal, we still don’t have an alternative to Malampaya.
Basically, this problem has been the government’s neglect. It doesn’t matter whose administration’s fault is this since this has spanned four presidents already. Trying to explain the issue and write the solutions (long-term and band-aid) is like writing a thesis.
Simultaneous online press conference. Photo by CallMeCreation.com
This is one of the reasons why I invested in dual monitors: I can multitask. But this is extreme multi-tasking as I am streaming two conferences. I paid attention to the one on the right since this is shorter and it yielded me a story, while the one on the left I muted for a while until I finished the other one. Anyway, this conference will run until Thursday and I was able to take down notes for a bit from this session.
I had four conferences this morning, back-to-back-to-back-to-back. And I wrote a time-sensitive story right after. I was still tweaking the story at past 5 pm, which got published at 8 pm. I still have three more stories to write for this week before I go off next week.
Meanwhile, my cats have been Zoom-bombing my press conferences. Good thing I didn’t need to turn on my camera for some of the sessions.
To quote Nikki Bigornia, “My cats have no chill!” Photo from webcam, CallMeCreation.comPhoto by CallMeCreation.com
And they occupied my chair. They stayed in my room the entire day I was slaving away. They always want to be in the same place where I am, even when I’m in the bathroom.
Since my Lenovo Miix 3 is already on its last legs, I had been spending hours at night scouring online marketplaces for a replacement laptop. Last Friday has proven to me that I shouldn’t delay this further because I went to the interview with a humongous laptop with me that I had to unplug from the back of my table and I wrestled with the peripherals that I had to disconnect so I can be mobile. When my Miix was still serviceable, it was just grab and go.
One of the laptops I was checking out was Lenovo Chromebook, mainly for its portability and battery life.
But the specs are really low-end and old, I doubted whether I would be productive given the lack of computing power.
Then I checked out Chuwi Aerobook because I am shallow since its form factor is imitating Macbook Air. However, the processors are old generation, that’s how they kept it somewhat affordable.
I figured I could get more decent specs for almost the same price. So I found Machenike, a Chinese brand of gaming laptop. The specs and price hit the sweet spot.
The only thing that made me hesitate is that it ships from China and the probability that some fuck ups will happen is very, very high. It’s too much of a risk. Another concern is the warranty. Although Lazada says it has local warranty, there is something dodgy about a vendor that says there is local warranty but does not publish where the local office is located. What if there are dead pixels? What if the keyboards are problematic? I could not find any other reviews about its reliability aside from those written on Lazada so that’s another red flag for me.
I searched for tablets bigger than 10″ since the one I’m going to replace is a Lenovo Windows tablet anyway, but most of them either have very old processors or keyboards are going to be an issue since some of them do not come with keyboards (unlike Lenovo Miix3). Chuwi tablets looked like they could be alternatives to Microsoft Surface hybrid tablets but again, I’m going to pay for old processors for the same price as a full laptop.
I was about to give up and succumb to ordering the Machenike laptop when I found the Lenovo Ideapad 3
This seems to be the best deal: Core i3 10th generation for less than PHP 25,000, even if you add RAM. Before pulling the trigger, I decided to go to Greenhills today to check out if I can buy it for the same price as those sold on Lazada. Because I have low EQ when it comes to important purchases, I am willing to shell out a little more instead of risking it getting lost or damaged by the courier.
Lo and behold, I was able to buy one from PCX in Greenhills for the same price, also with free mouse and bag. However, I settled for 128 GB ROM and paid cash so the price would stay under 25k.
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It looks unsexy (kinda like the old IBM Thinkpads) and the body is all plastic (vs Chuwi Aerobook, which has a metal body like Macbook Air) but its battery life is around 6 hrs, around the same as or longer than that of Chuwi Aerobook or Ubook. Its innards are pretty standard, 8GB DDR4 2666 RAM, 128 GB SSD (can be expanded to make it hybrid) and everything else (screen, sounds,microhpne, etc) is not much of an issue for me since I will just use this for writing and editing on the go. It’s relatively lighter than the Acer gaming laptop that I hijacked from J that I’m using now as permanent desktop computer. It only weighs 1.6 kg, which is manageable and it won’t destroy my leather laptop bag that was just purchased right before the pandemic hit. I’ll just probably use the free laptop bag when I travel until I replace it with a better one that is roomy enough for a laptop and clothes that I can just chuck in the overhead bin of a plane because there are trips that only warrant a handcarry luggage. Just like the last overseas trip I had, which was like ages ago–Jakarta in July 2019, which was just under 48 hrs.
Overall I’m quite satisfied with the laptop’s performance. It can handle multitasking (messaging apps, multiple tabs of firefox, spotify, outlook, etc.) I cannot imagine running everything on only Celeron. The 10th gen Core i3 will be serviceable for at least 3 years; I’ll just add RAM or convert this into a Linux machine if this thing slows down. Even the Chuwi uses 6th gen Core i5 processors and they sell them at almost the same price as this Lenovo that I have. No wonder their laptops only get less than 5 hrs of battery life.
Anyway, face to face interviews are slowly picking up. This new laptop would soon be in service.
My girl, I, asked for bento for breakfast because she missed my cooking. While she enjoyed staying with grandma, she asked to go home a week earlier than expected because she missed me, the cats, and my cooking. So of course I obliged.
My girls are also bored out of their skulls so one of the casualties of their boredom is their hair. They cut their hair by themselves! Of course the results were horrible. So I brought them to the salon rectify their attempt at creativity this evening.
Haircut. Photo by CallMeCreation.com
We shopped for fruits and veggies after and then proceeded to a Korean mart because I wanted to replenish my side dishes and some mixes like curry and furikake.
I was too lazy to cook so just made yakisoba with pickled seaweed and spicy fish cake and some fern salad for dinner. One of my daughters liked the fern salad with my home-made dressing, which is almost similar to a vinaigrette.
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I wanted to order Korean fried chicken because I was craving for something with a hint of spice but my housemates were not into it today. Maybe I’ll make kimchi stew tomorrow. I need to finish off some kimchi in the fridge and some tofu.
When I find the time, I will try some of Imamu’s recipes. I enjoy watching her YouTube channel that gives me new menu ideas.