Digging through memories

Traffic was terrible yesterday; it’s as if the whole world descended on South Luzon Expressway. I left at 4 pm and arrived at 7:30 pm. I was just in time for the live broadcast of our talk show, where I wore a gorilla mask before my high school friends revealed that I’m the newest co-host.

Halloween selfie. Photo by CallMeCreation.com

The episode is a Halloween special and of course I’ve had a lot of those scary stories of my own. Two of our viewers last night were primary witnesses to my scariest story, which even freaked out my co-hosts. “You know,” one of my co-hosts and friend said, “we’ve known you for decades and we don’t have any freaking idea about this side of you. If we only knew that you were one entire horror movie, we wouldn’t have gotten you as our vocalist.” It was in jest but I could feel he got freaked out.

This is why I don’t like horror movies. I’ve lived through them.

Anyway, I was asked by some of our high school classmates to contribute to the photo gallery that we will be using for the homecoming. So I rummaged through my boxes in my old room and scanned some of them.

Then I found some treasures.

Mommy and kitty. Photo by CallMeCreation.com

Here’s our mommy cat, Puppy (yes, that’s the name we gave her) and her kitten, Kulet. They’re so lovely.

Our pets. Photo by CallMeCreation.com

Our cats by the old computer. My dogs. I suddenly missed them. I wasn’t joking when I told my kids that at one point we had four dogs, three cats, and a tankful of fish.

I also unearthed short stories I wrote and some drawings from high school that survived.

Charcoal drawing by CallMeCreation.com
Splotches, watercolor, by CallMeCreation.com
House of Cards, Mongol pencil, as interpreted by CallMeCreation.com
Dancing under the moon, Mongol pencil by CallMeCreation.com
In Paris, watercolor by CallMeCreation.com
By the Cafe, watercolor, by CallMeCreation.com

I’ve almost forgotten that I used to draw and do watercolors. I should revisit this one of these days.

I want a dog

But I live in a small apartment. I promised myself I will not subject a dog to such conditions where he will be confined and constricted. I have always had dogs but stopped having pets when I moved to Manila because of space issues. That means I need to move to a place with a yard and near open spaces.

Therefore, I need to move. Oh dear, I hate moving. Packing and unpacking. The logistics of it all.

The more I spend my time here in this apartment, the more I am convinced that I should move now to the province.

This restlessness has been drowning me. It has been gnawing at the edge of my reason, my rational self.

Ok, one step at a time…