Great way to start ruining your week

Yes, this is not a joke. 😤

The thing is under the law, confidential funds (that don’t need to be audited by the state auditor) SHOULD only be applied to intelligence funds. There are specific uses for this kind of confidential funds and SHOULD NOT be abused for other purposes, like TRAVEL. WTF are they going to use it for during their travels???

Confidential funds may also be used to pay rewards to informers; uncover or prevent illegal activities that pose a clear and present danger to the agency, its personnel and facilities; and others that may be authorized in the General Appropriations Act.

The circular provided that the conduct of confidential activities, as far as practicable, be done in collaboration with law enforcement agencies.Confidential funds may also be used to pay rewards to informers; uncover or prevent illegal activities that pose a clear and present danger to the agency, its personnel and facilities; and others that may be authorized in the General Appropriations Act.

The circular provided that the conduct of confidential activities, as far as practicable, be done in collaboration with law enforcement agencies.

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And because there is zero checks and balances in this government because everyone else is under the Marcos machinery (The House Speaker is Marcos Jr’s uncle, the deputy speaker is his son, the brainless Sandro Marcos, and Senate is basically a Duterte-Marcos upper chamber), what can you expect? Budgets are hardly deliberated on.

Good morning, Philippines! LIZA ARANETA MARCOS has a huge wardrobe budget.

And this is another thing that happened today:

For USD earners like me (but don’t give a fuck), this is good on a myopic level because you get more pesos on your dollar.

But for those who think about the bigger picture like me, this means that all goods and services are going to be a lot more expensive. We are a net importer of oil = transportation costs will be much higher. As it is, Grab is more expensive here now compared to Singapore or just about the same.

Double whammy! OMG!

This redounds to cost of food because our goods are transported by trucks, not trains. We are an archipelago so goods are either flown or shipped by vessels fed by oil, not LNG. We also import rice, flour, and other basic commodities. Even onion and garlic! And salt! It’s quite ironic the we are surrounded by millions of km of coastlines and yet we are importing salt!

Cost of power is also climbing because our base load power plants are fed by imported coal and diesel. As it is, gasoline is cheaper than diesel nowadays. And the Filipinos pay electricity through our noses because we pay market rate. Our power is not subsidized, unlike our neighbors. That’s why Indonesia’s inflation rate is artificial in the sense the true cost of goods and are not reflected in the prices that they pay for because its government is shouldering a good part of their expenses (from power to medicines) through state-owned enterprises that own own almost everything. How can you even have three state-owned pharmaceutical companies? Their train fares are subsidized. Just about everything is subsidized.

Anyway, I digress. The point here is, the peso is weakening at a faster rate than expected because it could not shadow the actions of the US Fed. The gap between the USTr and our own benchmark rates has widened, thus, hot money from emerging markets have fled faster. We couldn’t shadow the latest actions (and future actions of FOMC given their latest hawkish stance) because any sizeable rate hikes (like a 75-100-basis-point hike) would kill our very fragile economy now. The BSP has to prioritize the economy before tempering the sinking peso.

This faster fall of the peso will kill our exports as well. Why? Half of our exports is comprised of electronics and semiconductors. Traditionally, these exporters order raw materials (because we don’t process our own minerals like silicon, silver, gold, nickel, and copper) abroad around third quarter in preparation for the orders for Christmas (hello iPhones and iPads). With the way things are, the raw materials have become more expensive now. Then this makes the cost of manufacturing semicon and electronics more expensive = costlier exports.

So I will punch any Marcos apologist right smack on their face if they say that this is good for the economy and that Marcos is making us richer by making us earn more pesos to the dollar. 🙄 Spare me this stupidity. A former reporter (who is now a lawyer) messaged me about this forex thing and she told me that an uncle of her brother-in-law said that this is great and in any case Marcos will make things better because the Marcoses will bring out their gold stash (a.k.a. the mythical Tallano Gold) to help the Philippines. And the sad part here is he was being serious about it, my friend said. Then multiply that to the 31 million who voted for Marcos. This is the level of stupidity reigning over the country today.

Social media has made Filipinos more stupid.

AND THE FUCKTARD MARCOSES ARE ROBBING US RIGHT IN FRONT OF OUR EYES! Legalized stealing.

OMG 🤬

How can I even…

I need a drink.

On the brighter side of life, my 10-hour nilaga is stupendous!

Lots of veggies and peppercorns. Photo by CallMeCreation.com

The soup is 👌 *chef’s kiss*

I’m keeping the broth again for future dishes like pho or some egg noodle dish? Ramen? Soba? I can’t wait for my Instant Pot so I can experiment with new dishes I can cook with it.

Hypergrowth

FB Memories reminded me today of this special photo. They looked so goofy here. Photo by CallMeCreation.com
Pre-teens now, at their hypergrowth stage. Photo by CallMeCreation.com

As a mother, I can say that the hypergrowth stages of children are when they’re 6 mos old, 2-3 years old, 6-7 years old, and (*now*) when they’re 11-12 years—the time when they have their first period. My observation jives with the parenting literature I had read before). Since I had to buy Twin I again new sets of underwear yesterday because she has outgrown again the ones I bought her 6 mos ago. All the bottoms I bought for her in December can no longer fit her. *sigh* Good thing her twin is there to get all those clothes.

The whole weekend is about food. As usual.

Made three personal pizzas made of mozzarella, soft white cheese (queso puti Laguna), and cheddar, ham, and canned tomatoes. Photo by CallMeCreation.com

It’s a hot mess but it’s lovely. Photo by CallMeCreation.com
I was craving for spicy wings so we had several of those at SM Marikina after buying Twin I’s stuff. Photo by CallMeCreation.com
Nilagang baka/beef stew, double boiled, cooking for 10 hours. Photo by CallMeCreation.com

Now the pièce de résistance in my home cooking this weekend is this nilagang baka using the beef I bought from DTRI in my hometown and, double boiling it (first boiling is to get rid of the scum and impurities, dump and second boiling with new water for a clearer broth) and then I did not stop there—I used the bulalo broth (with the solidified fat skimmed off) that I froze two weeks ago as base broth and added the root veggies for a richer taste.

Let’s see how this will turn out tomorrow. I want some melt-in-your mouth beef with all the green, leafy veggies I can chuck in it.


NOW that the bad weather has eased up a bit, we’re thinking of going again to the beach at the end of the month. Hopefully, there’s no typhoon or else… sigh.

Calayo Green Terraces, Nasugbu, Batangas
I want to try paddle boarding. Calayo Green Terraces, Nasugbu, Batangas.

I should shoehorn again these mini breaks before I leave for either Korea or Japan (yey! they’re allowing individual tourists again) in October. But…it’s kinda hard to schedule things now because before All Saints/Souls’ Day weekend 1) Ate C is leaving for Leyte for the death anniv of their father; 2) the girls are leaving with their dad to go to Shangri-la Mactan, Cebu for their grandpa’s 90th birthday. That means I cannot leave the house because no one will be left with the cats.

I must arrange all travel concerns this week before the prices of hotel rooms and plane tickets jump.

Then in November I will be back in Singapore for 10 days. Werk.

I’m not single…

… I’m just dating myself.

I was having this conversation with my sis-in-law about surviving and  how I would fare if I happened to be childless. I said I think I would still be the same. I can survive on my own since in the beginning I had always been an ambivert (party girl + tsundoku hermitess). As I age, I tend to be more introverted and enjoy my own company. She agreed. I’ve watched concerts on my own, movies at the cinema alone, and always traveled alone. It’s lovely, actually. I can hear the voice inside my head.

Why did we have this conversation? We were talking about a friend of mine (this one in SG who split from her husband while she was taking up her MBA in NTU), who insists she is not looking for romance and she just wants companionship, someone to watch movies with, to pray with, to go coffee dates with but not necessarily all of these would be just one person.

In my head I was like, yeah, you say that but you always fall and then demand from the guy *something*. But I didn’t say it but instead I asked, why don’t you rest first? But she insisted that she’s not pursuing, etc etc.

Anyway, we just don’t see eye to eye. So I just said that, I’m sorry if I can’t comment further because maybe I’m built differently because I would have done things differently. I would have tried to heal first on my own, which is what I’m doing now.

My SIL said that my friend, L, (she knows her too) cannot survive without attention and affirmation of another person, especially of the opposite sex. And she hasn’t really healed, my SIL said.

I can’t say I’m healed. I’m not. I still hurt. I still get lonely. I still get angry. But I’m waaaaaaaaay better than I was 6 months ago. Better than a year ago.

When the world falls apart, sometimes I just wanted a hug and have someone tell me, it’s going to be all right. I allow myself to wallow in that loneliness and curl on the bed in a fetal position because I hurt. However, I pull myself up and I push myself back on the saddle. Whisper to myself, “You have to toughen up.”

And it aired

I was so angry 🤣

I was driving on the way home with our Manila reporter, Kr, when I suddenly had a barrage of friend requests and private messages from strangers over at Facebook.

I thought maybe the ABS-CBN interview aired.

Yep, it aired. And I found that I was so angry and it radiated through the screen 🤣

I was able to put on makeup but my hair was a mess 🤣

In any case, my friend said this will be a series of news reports about this issue because she was able to open Pandora’s box. It was bigger than we initially thought.

Meanwhile, I was able to come back to Manila Peninsula to cover a conference so we can ambush interview some C-level execs.

The Manila Peninsula. Photo by CallMeCreation.com

I think we have at least 4 stories from this event alone 👏

Plus we saw friends. Ex-journalists-turned-PR/corpcomm.

Selfie!

All in all, a very productive day with a touch of reunion on the side with many, many, many PR friends.

I just realized that my network is vast. From govt, to private sector, to corpcomm, and academe. From top-down. If I wanted, I can really pull serious strings.

Ah, the exes chose the wrong person to mess with. 😏

Noise on Twitter gives birth to a TV interview

With my reporter friend who interviewed me this morning.

So yesterday was so exhausting. It took me several days before I finished my car registration with the Land Transportation Office, at its headquarters.

I spent x number of hours queuing at LTO Main but a lot of people got stuck there and some had been going back and forth there for days (just like me, albeit at a different LTO satellite branch), which ate up productivity. In some cases these people lost income for the day/s.

Why is it taking so long?

It’s because the IT system had been going down for days. The entire LTO system has been going offline—nationwide—for several days now.

Because of this, people that had been applying for their car registration are getting stranded. The process has been/is still crawling.

This is how chaotic the LTO office had been yesterday. Photo by CallMeCreation.com

Some applicants had left after spending the entire day at the LTO but I refused to budge. I didn’t leave LTO until somebody attended to my application because DAMN IT, I’VE BEEN DOING THIS FOR A WEEK NOW!

I was told that the inspection and stenciling of the serial number of my car had to be redone because it was done in another LTO office. I was like, “WTF!!! It’s not even my fault that LTO @20th Ave Cubao just packed up and left without warning to the public!”

I didn’t budge, I didn’t leave the premises until an inspector did the entire bullshit again. And I began tweeting the process, the issues, and the instances of people leaving their posts at 4 pm.

It was 4:01 pm and no one was around anymore to help us just because they couldn’t encode our papers because the “system was down”. Photo by CallMeCreation.com

One inspector said, he couldn’t do his job of doing the stenciling—his reason for being—because the people in the cubicle above didn’t say I can proceed. WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?! Those guys just didn’t want to do their work and left their posts!

I continued to tweet and tag the Twitter account of LTO central office about my very public ordeal.

Long story short, I finished it because I was adamant at pushing for my right as a citizen.

I was so frustrated with the entire thing that I posted a video monologue of my ordeal on Instagram.

So the next day, this reporter-friend messaged me on Viber about my tweets that were forwarded to her by some LTO people because they said whatever I tweeted were true.

We chatted and agreed that she will drop by and have the interview outside my apartment—along the avenue where we’re at. I was still in my sleepwear and my reporter-friend said that I should put on makeup because this will be an on-cam thing. HAHAHA, talk about pressure.

So to sum it up:

As I said in the interview with ABS-CBN, the problem is the entire system. It was a grave problem—the issue is about the service provider. Apparently STRADCOM is no longer the IT service provider for quite some time and shouldn’t even be there (but wait, STRADCOM still has a window there!) because they were already replaced by a German IT company. But LTO says they *couldn’t* turn over the database to the new IT provider, saying it was *difficult*. So this tug-of-war between the very old IT provider and the new, no non-sense Germans is causing outages in the IT system. Which affected the whole nation because the system outages are all over the Philippines. Every LTO branch is OFFLINE!

And to us reporters, we already know why.

Of course, I couldn’t say it outright that this is caused by corruption. The very inefficient STRADCOM leaves a lot of room for fixers and cash-related items that can fall through the cracks. The rank-and-file up to the high officials get their cuts from the fixers. This is also the reason why there are a lot of dumbass drivers on the road—even those who couldn’t drive can get registered or get their licenses because of fixers.

Once the German company takes a complete hold of the IT system, the entire LTO process will be efficient and accurate. NO room for grease money. Payment system can expand beyond the cashiers of LTO offices and they can tap other payment gateways like what SSS and other government agencies do. Imagine, they couldn’t even process credit card/debit card payments; everything has to be cash basis. If the German company has settled everything, the car registration and drivers license renewal can be done under an hour. No need for long lines, no need for fixers.

DAMN IT.

In the interview, I said this process shouldn’t even take a couple of hours and this shouldn’t even be done every year. In other countries, these are done every xxx number of years and only the old vehicles should inspected regularly for road worthiness. But everything should be done online.

UNFORTUNATELY, the LTO story did not air tonight. Probably it was bumped off by more time-sensitive and mass-oriented matters like the senate hearing on rice shortage/prices and the impending increase in rice prices. I understand that it is beyond the reporter’s control since I am also in the news business and I had been with a TV network too.


My desk and new keyboard before the keycap change yesterday. Photo by CallMeCreation.com

Good thing I had some distraction because I was so angry. Because my newish mechanical keyboard is so tactile and cute, I was inspired to finish my job even though I was already boiling and ready to kill.

New keycaps arrived. Something that cheered me up yesterday. Photo by CallMeCreation.com

And today, I was on a Thursday chill mode to drive away the bad jujus of the previous day.

The latest Chromecast. Photo by CallMeCreayion.com

I chose to be happy while being reasonable. This thing is only PHP 2,800 and it transformed my decade-old TV into a smart TV with all the streaming apps you can install on that pebble-like thing you call Chromecast. I upgraded my second-generation Chromecast to this one instead of buying a new smart TV that costs PHP20,000, if I’m lucky. My LG TV still works perfectly fine and I have no reason to dump it. When we transfer to my new home, I will just mount the TV on the wall and dress it up like a picture frame and have artworks stream via this device (you can choose the kind of artworks you can display). I will have a gallery wall around the old TV so it won’t be obtrusive.

The old Chromecast will be given to my mom so she’s not limited to her laptop anymore when binge-watching Netflix. She has a TV that swivels so she can watch on her bed.

Ah tomorrow, we will be chasing a lot of executives in a hotel where a conference is now ongoing. Good luck to Friday driving madness.

Exhausted

While I was still parked at LTO

I spent x number of hours just trying to finish my car registration…Days of going back and forth several LTO offices.

We don’t deserve this bullshit.

I’ll write it down tomorrow. I’m just so damn tired today.