May this love find me later

I felt really bad for Liam Neeson when Natasha Richardson died. He is a decent man who was robbed of a loving wife he adored.

Meanwhile, Pamela Anderson had really bad taste in men: Tommy Lee, Kid Rock… Enough said. Tommy Lee even beat her up. Pamela was a very insecure person and that must have been the reason why she always ended up with assholes.

Both of them took time— a lot of time—to heal, at their own pace. Living quiet lives…

Then…boom! They found each other. One is nearly 60 years old, while the other is 73, I think. Pamela finally found a man who respects her.

I’m not really looking and I’m happy with life right now. I’m loving it, actually. Just thinking about how I stooped so low to serve the men who didn’t respect me at all—Just no, I’m fine with being myself and I am slowly building myself up. I love that I make decisions for myself, I run my life how I wanted it and not being dictated by a dickhead or catering to the whims of an asshat.

Maybe I will be Pamela when I turn 60. I may find a decent man later, who knows. I will demand though that he keeps his own home, I will keep to mine. I don’t think I can live with another man. It’s too exhausting.


The online war between Thailand and Cambodia

I just read an article about a mentally unstable Thai man setting two Malaysian tourists on fire. The comments section was on fire as well, mainly with Cambodians (probably hired trolls) throwing so much dirt on Thais and stirring up controversy between Malaysians and Thais by pretending to be Malaysians doing a smear campaign vs Thailand.

Thais get fired up and throw back some dirt on Cambodians, opening up a Pandora’s box of human trafficking/scam centers and Khmer Rouge’s genocide record.

Reading the comments, I feel like the Cambodians took a leaf out of Duterte’s playbook and now has an army of online trolls spreading propaganda. I wonder what’s their gameplan, even dragging Vietnam into the chaos. 🤔

An interesting Tiktok video said that (save for the current Thailand x Cambodia war) ASEAN members really don’t kill each other, only we diss each other online about food. Generally, we don’t go to war with each other even though we’re so diverse. Some of the comments said we’re all SEAblings, we insult each other, just as siblings or cousins do. But if an outsider disses one of our SEAblings or SEAsia in general, we all gang up on that interloper. And we all “hate” on Singapore because of their haughty attitude.

One commenter said, ASEAN members really can’t go to war with each other because we are all too poor to sustain a war. At most, we will go to war with each other for a few days and after that we go back to domestic infighting because we all hate our corrupt governments.

Now if I can find again that Tiktok video…