This is my 17th year attending this annual event.

I’m sleepy now. Will continue…💤

My girls and I + older sister are in a hotel near the area. I could have just driven back and forth from my home in the province but I spent unnecessarily for my girls’ happiness.

You see, they miss their dad. Yes, he should have exerted more effort but he is an incompetent narcissistic fool, so he doesn’t. He doesn’t want to spend money on gas and toll. My girls wanted to celebrate his birthday with him. So I told the girls to ask their dad to meet him halfway by going to the Mall of Asia and have a date there while my sister worked on her laptop in our room and I do my reporter business outside.

My journo friends said I’m too nice, he sucks. Yes, I know. But I’m doing this for my girls because I don’t want them to feel deprived of their parent even though he should exert more effort. I uprooted them, which made it more difficult for him to see them. But the counter to that is, even the time we were just 2 km away from him, he didn’t see them that often so…🤷🏻‍♀️ It’s really on him.

Anyway, once they become adults, they would realize that he is the one at fault while I did more than my share of what I should have given. I’m bending backwards so that my girls can see him.

Idiot.

I just felt bad when Twin I one morning went to me and said she dreamt that her dad got sick and died. And she woke up crying so hard. I felt so guilty. I just told her to ease her worry, call him.

Ghad, why does it have to be the children? He could just call them everyday. They can message each other via FB messenger every minute. There’s no reason for them not to communicate 🤦🏻‍♀️

Some people are just…