I had a disturbing dream this early morning that caused me to remain very angry when I woke up. The level of anger even after waking up was astounding and I had to tell myself that it never happened, just to calm me down. I didn’t realize that the resentment is still that high but it seems like I need to have this confrontation to be able to let go.

Or I need to dive. I haven’t done any of that this year 😭.

I’m getting ready for my drive to Makati as I have a Christmas cocktails with a global law firm tonight. But before that, I would be checking in at a hotel within the area after lunch and have a rest. Probably a massage?

Here we go, Christmas rush traffic. I arrived at the hotel one hour later than expected. Good thing I was still on time to make it to the call with my manager but I was still in disarray so I’m not really sure I captured whatever I needed to do before the year ends.

I booked Zennya and my therapist was just in time. She appeared a few minutes I wrapped up the call. How I miss Zennya! I mean, I couldn’t get the deep tissue massage that my back had been hankering for anywhere else. Even the shiatsu massages in Singapore weren’t able to loosen the knots on my back. The therapist recommended another session because my back is still stiff and my neck is still frozen. She did her best though.

After 90 mins, I got ready for my cocktail party. Only 15 mins.

The reason I keep booking this hotel is because it’s so walkable to Ayala. Most of my business events are held in this area. Tonight, I crossed the brightly lit Ayala Triangle to get to my venue.

The night was a bit productive as I managed to wrangle meetings for Kr and myself.

To celebrate small wins, I am having another 90 min therapeutic Zennya massage to remove the stiffness on my neck and the remaining knots on my back. 😅