I’m lost

Markers are up. She’s not responding to level 3 antibiotics. We still couldn’t get into PGH because it is rare that patients from private will be admittd there. My daughter keeps on vomiting food since yesterday and it’s hard to keep it down.

No breakthroughs from my corp connections since the whole corp comm team is in HK for some event. Our pedia in our hometown personally talked to the hemato-oncologist we were aiming to get. I don’t know how else we can be admitted.

The alternative is the Philippine Children’s Medical Center, but they have already cut down the Covid wards and, therefore, not sure they can accommodate us. Plus we’re private patients and we’re not a priority.

God, please, I don’t know what else to do. Let her keep down her food. Please make her respond to antibiotics.

I’m sick (didn’t bother with the RT-PCR, I have Covid symptoms anyway) and tired. But I must push on because my daughter needs me. I can’t rest. I can’t be sicker than I am now.