It’s almost a month since I last visited/biked here. I finally had the time to bike here today and get some air after editing time-sensitive stories and writing my own. My brain has too many cobwebs that I should sweep away–the reason I have been haunted by so many memories.

I took my time and relished my aloneness, the dark, the breeze, the peace. I plugged in my earphones and listened to my Spotify playlists. Simple things like this somehow bring me calmness and allow me to refocus. I’ve been out of sorts the past few days; I must be low on serotonin and high on progesterone while my estrogen levels are out of whack. I resorted to oversleeping and consumption of copious amount of chamomile tea. Then added to my online cart some random shit again.

I’ll be bringing the girls to my hometown this weekend to spend the rest of the summer vacation with their cousins. They can also bike around the immediate neighborhood because it’s an enclosed compound. I’ll be bringing my own bike as well and see if I can bike around before going back home. Need to come back to my cats who will be spayed tomorrow.