There are days when I’m so pumped up, with interviews left and right, online conferences to attend, a lot of edits to finish. But there are days that are just garbage. So yeah, the past days since last week were utterly garbage. I have been too lethargic that I no longer know what to do with myself.

Just this evening I was still editing a crappy compilation that I simply had to rewrite everything. 🤦🏻‍♀️ I was supposed to go biking to clear my head and have some exercise but it was already 6:30 pm and I still wasn’t finished.

I’m losing my mojo. I’m so tired. I’m tired of carrying the weight of the world. I’m tired of lockdowns. I’m just tired of pretending that things are going to be all right.

Maybe I just need to sleep.